Outta touch

So outta touch
With that touch
That feeling
I search for
The chills
Why is sex
So sex
The passion is what
I canT seem to grasp
Like my love is not
Enough
Sexually blocked
I feel disconnected
From myself
My pussy gets wet
But is it even mine
Parts of me or so disconnected
Rejection is not an issue
But I cant put my
Finger on it
So I put it in it
And feel myself
Wet but my thoughts
Take over
So I cant cum
I want to so bad
Its right there
But I CANT